Nicholas

Hi, I’m Nick. 29 year old male, enjoys listening to music and singing (but I will do that stuff privately).

I’m on persons with disabilities (PWD) for mental health issues, mostly anxiety and depression, and I’m not the “stabby stabby” kind of mental issues type as my old friend from Vancouver lovingly termed it. I mostly deal with agoraphobia (fear of outside) and depression, so my future roommates need to know I do use my room as a safe space to rest and recuperate, but I do push myself to get out as much as I can.

I live in a very toxic household in Esquimalt BC and I’m looking for a room to rent just for myself. I’m not employed and am in intensive therapy to heal from a problematic childhood so I can get myself in a better place mentally so I can pursue further education and eventually employment. I need to get away from my household very badly. I do my own laundry, I clean dishes, I can vacuum, I can dust. I’ll kind of do whatever it takes to uphold whatever the hygienic standard of the house is.

My interests are listening to music, some video games, writing poems and raps by hand, journaling, reading books (mostly non-fiction), learning about things, psychology, philosophy, cooking and fashion (mostly “darkwear” / dark coloured clothing). I do like to practice singing and rapping sometimes but I will absolutely not do it in the house so I don’t get annoying, unless I’m home alone.

I’m 2 years sober from cannabis and will rarely smoke it (usually by mistake if I go to an event and I’ve had a beer and I’m offered some, I will have a very small amount), and only drink alcohol on Fridays if I so choose to, though I’m also trying to kick that habit as well. I do vape nicotine (mint flavoured) but I’m slowly getting a better grasp over the habit and trying to exchange it for physical activity instead.

I’m good with animals and a bit socially anxious, a bit charismatic and a bit annoying / obnoxious occasionally but most of the people who know me know I try my best to be a good, strong person.

Thanks for reading all this if you did.